Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

Hey @Teej. Love that you have a contagious laugh 😊

Things are still OK thanks, in the way that I'm OK with being not totally OK. I've had some tears and am feeling a bit sad right now, but I think that's alright. It would be much easier to have it all happen quickly from here rather than this waiting until tomorrow night thing as I'm nervous and want to be past that part. I went into this knowing exactly what I was doing and what I could expect though so now I just have to trust the process.

I'm not at all proud of this situation but I am proud of how I've done the day today. The little crew have had a great day, I did the house stuff I needed to do, I asked for help (I dont do that easily) and smelly friend came to watch them so I could do groceries for the next few days on my own. I've kept things pretty under control today 🙂

Thanks for understanding the likelihood of a rollercoaster which I think is a fair chance too. I've got very little on until Thursday so I have allowed some time to move through this physically and emotionally.

I'm waiting for that rain! It's been a yuck weather day here too.

Hope dog and you enjoy your walk 🙂❤