Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

Hi @BlueBay

I knew all this and still I like you

I am really glad this is coming out - I know it feels terrible - I know you feel terrible - but if you have an abscess you have to wait for the right time to lance it - and I will be thinking of you all the time you are battling through this

Of course you hate the screwed up behaviour of your family - it has hurt you deeply - I have enough of this myself - but had time to grow past it I guess - so I can give you hope you won't feel this way forever - even if you know how badly your family has made you feel

This is why you are in hospital - you have all of this balled up in you and you have been angry - but you haven't been able to express that so it has turned into depression and anxiety

And although you hate atm - you are not hateful - sometimes I think we live so close together I might even know you - and it would be great to meet - but that would not be wise yet

So you have friend - and this is special - because you would not like to open up so much with people you had to meet in the real world

You will be okay - I promise you - but it will take time

Decadian