Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

I am really freaking annoyed at the situation I'm waking up too everyday! I have great amounts of animosity toward the big picture of society for allowing this too happen to me. I question and doubt what the mental health system is doing to me... I honestly think they don't really know what they're messing with (but they mess with me anyway)... Every time I have a revelation and epiphany of truth, I'm really quite shocked, strict down and horrified about what is being revealed to myself - bye myself. Because it is literally like a nightmare, it is literally like a sentence of torture, and nobody really cares! Because there is nothing in it for themselves! In all honesty! I'm very bitter, twisted, angry, spiteful and full of hatred! It's very unnatural! And it's not happening for no reason! I didn't just wake up one day and feel this way! It's a direct result of dealing with the big picture of society! And I'm very tired of having to deal with it...