Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

It’s dark and gloomy 

and I’m feeling very moody 

I just don’t know what to do

if only I was just like you

i feel like a loner 

that doesn’t exist

abandoned and thrown out

is how I feel

it doesn’t matter anymore

no one cares

its ok I’ll just be alone

ive been like this all my life

so it doesn’t make any difference 

peopke tell me it takes time 

you need to not be so reliant on others 

it it doesn’t matter anymore 

I feel like I have no purpose to be here

i just wish I was somewhere else

but no one understands

the hole gets bigger

the screams get louder

the light gets smaller and smaller

and the darkness takes over

im angry frustrated hurt emotional 

its hard to explain 

the words don’t come out 

it’s too late it doesn’t matter anymore