Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

@Former-Member who are you talking about you or me? A lot of the time I feel unworthy of love, life, my kids, anything pleasurable. I self harm because I can and because it makes me feel something other than sad and empty. I often don't see the good in things and get stuck in my head way too much with the negative thoughts and feelings. I like going outside into the sunshine but there are days I don't feel I deserve it or that it's worth something. I wonder if I'm on the right meds. I feel like somethings broken on the inside and I'm tired of putting on my happy face for work and pretending that everything's fine for other people's sake. I wonder if I'm normal and should just stop complaining. I have a bad habit of abusing my meds. In short, maybe we're both ok or that we just need a bit of healing