Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

@PeppiPatty

I know I'm breaking my boundary but thought it was important as you still seem upset.

Please dont feel bad I am truly over it and understand.  I too if I'm tired or upset can often view my writing as I want it (ie. words in my head) but sometimes when I take a second look I think "oops that didnt come out right".  The only only thing that made me think it was directed at me was the "sorry for writing this" at the end.  I too feel bad for making you feel bad!!  LOL great bunch arent we!!!

I guess I was a bit oversensative about it this morning but fortunately I made myself wait before I replied the first time.  I guess my anxiety is up because I will have my performance review any day, knowing my luck on my birthday next week..... 

As I said my strategy for this is during the review I will not react or respond, if they tell me to I will say "I would like to think about my response very seriously tonight and will advise tomorrow" that way I'm not reducing myself to her level, acting like a mature adult and making her wait for a change. Anyway I will keep scouring the job boards, hopefully by end of Feb will be more when all the businesses are full swing.

Lets just put this behind us now and as far as I'm concerned it never happened!

PS you insights are always valuable to me and please dont let this stop you respondong to me, next time I know to just check if I dont know what you mean BEFORE I go off.