Mental Illness Fellowship Northern Territory

Having a bit of a falling apart day today @dands26 ......

I didn't think I would be having to go through another year of this last Christmas ...... and with my S2's team it feels in some respects like I have fallen out of the frying pan into the fire.

Usually Inam good at just parking things up and keeping on keeping on ..... but not today .....

Today I am leaking all over the place.

Today I have got my take-away breakfast from the coffee shop, and I am going home to eat it with mr. f&h while he eats porridge no. 2 (breakfast no. 3) like ticking a box ...... going through the rituals of holding this thing together ...... still feeling invalidated and unheard ...... and disconnected.

Tomorrow is another day ..... so I will wade through all these years today ..... prepare for a special dinner with D2 and SIL tonight cos they will be away for Christmas this year ..... and keep moving through preparations for Christmas.

"This too shall pass ..... "