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06-07-2018 07:26 PM
07-07-2018 03:44 PM
07-07-2018 03:44 PM
It’s dark and gloomy
and I’m feeling very moody
I just don’t know what to do
if only I was just like you
i feel like a loner
that doesn’t exist
abandoned and thrown out
is how I feel
it doesn’t matter anymore
no one cares
its ok I’ll just be alone
ive been like this all my life
so it doesn’t make any difference
peopke tell me it takes time
you need to not be so reliant on others
it it doesn’t matter anymore
I feel like I have no purpose to be here
i just wish I was somewhere else
but no one understands
the hole gets bigger
the screams get louder
the light gets smaller and smaller
and the darkness takes over
im angry frustrated hurt emotional
its hard to explain
the words don’t come out
it’s too late it doesn’t matter anymore
07-07-2018 03:57 PM
07-07-2018 04:03 PM
07-07-2018 04:03 PM
hello @Silenus, @Maggie, @eudemonism, @Mazarita
09-07-2018 07:07 PM - edited 12-08-2020 01:17 AM
09-07-2018 07:07 PM - edited 12-08-2020 01:17 AM
what is this fear
of people
why exaggerate
potential danger
why does this apply
to so many situations
what, the apprehension
of threat everywhere
in the sky and
on buses
walking streets
in broad daylight
attuned to
intricate sound
aware with
peripheral vision
what, this thing
that drives me
when making friends
to back away
so suddenly.
11-07-2018 02:18 PM - edited 11-07-2018 06:29 PM
11-07-2018 02:18 PM - edited 11-07-2018 06:29 PM
Little girl scared and shy
Is hiding in the cupboard, why?
A monster looms just outside
Looking around as the little girl cries.
He gets closer to her place she wishes she could fly into outta space.
Suddenly the door flies open
She sits really still but she knows it's no use as his mouth turns into a horrible grin
She screams as he takes her away
After what seemed like an eternity of terror he puts her back in her room and closes the door.
She grabs her teddy and hides under the bed for fear that the monster will grab her again.
Soon her mother is home and she feels safe for a while but her brother is in hospital and her mother will not stay long.
With the monster watching her she can not tell her mother what he has done.
They go to the shops to get ice cream and the monster goes unnoticed because to everyone else he is her loving father.
Every day the little girl runs and hides but the monster always finds her.
Then one day while the monster is hurting her someone comes in and sees what he is doing.
The monster is taken away and the little girl is safe.
Her mother is sad that he hurt her and the sadness is overwhelming so the mother has to go to hospital and the little girl is taken to live with strangers.
They little girl was told she would be safe but they were wrong alot of the houses she went to had monsters in them to and they all hurt her in different ways.
The girl not so little anymore is finally allowed to go back to her mother and be with her brothers and sisters.
She thought she was safe but she was wrong the mother was different and let a monster in the house.
But this time she couldn't run and hide.
She had to be brave and let the monster hurt her so he didn't hurt her sisters instead.
Soon her mother got really sick and when the girl called for help the monster hurt her real bad
The girl went back to living with strangers
Some had monsters and some didn't but the girl didn't care anymore she was very sad
When her friend died she tried to leave the world and gain her own wings.
It didn't work but she did get to be with her brothers and sisters again
Soon they all went back to her mother the girl was just 12 and felt like a mother of 5.
When she started high school she didn't care about herself anymore. She kept herself alive for her siblings but destroyed what was left of her inner child and left it behind.
She soon met a boy at her school who helped show her that her life could improve.
With him at her side she went on to graduate high school.
But he went away for uni and she started to go down hill till her new saving grace was announced her little bundle of joy in blue.
Soon she felt life good but she still struggled with the demons of her past.
Then they let her first monster go free and now she just wants to keep her little boy safe but she wonders would he be better off if she grew wings and watch over him from afar.
11-07-2018 06:44 PM
11-07-2018 06:44 PM
Seasons come and seasons go
But my love for you will only grow
As you get taller and older
Our show of affection will change
But our bond will always be maintained
You are not only my son
You are my saving grace
My guardian angel
And I promise to always keep you safe
11-07-2018 11:24 PM
11-07-2018 11:24 PM
Ten little fingers
And ten little toes
And giggly laughter where ever you go
Even in the dark you find the light
You are the joy in my life
11-07-2018 11:33 PM
11-07-2018 11:33 PM
Sitting in a corner
Crying all alone
A little child longs to be held
To have someone say it is alright
To have someone to cuddle them tight
But still they look into the emptiness
Scared and unloved
She screams into the darkness hoping to be heard
But still she sits the forgotten in the dark
She screams till her voice is no more
Then she curls up in a ball
No come to rescue her
Cause no one heard her screams
That child is the inner child of me
11-07-2018 11:36 PM
11-07-2018 11:36 PM
I wish that iIhad a time machine
So I could go back in time and protect the younger me
Maybe if she had someone who loved her
I would not be such a failure
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