A long rave

[outlander]

I feel extemly old i really do @PeppiPatty both mentally and physically too. My chronic pain conditions have all flared up and mentally i dont really belong with with who are 21 i just dont fit in with them

[Shaz51]

hello my special friend @PeppiPatty , have being waiting for you my wonderful friend xoxoxoxo I love your comments xx

[PeppiPatty]

dearest @outlander

sweetheart.......I bet @Former-Member can relate to you........

I have no idea of any other cool groovery young people here...... maybe @Jacques ? 

I do know @outlander I felt a fish out of water for years ....from about 16 to 43 years old.....I felt OLD...I just did'nt fit. I thought my arms were detached from my body......my legs would walk they wanted to. I was completely detached from my soul or my life purpose......

I thought I could get better by having something that would care for me and be dependent on me. I gave birth to my first son quickly and it just does'nt work out to be that.....I was wrong.....Now.......27 years later......I can see how extremely lucky I am that my son and I are good and he manages his life well. 

But I need to go for a few hours but thinking about my darling forum formites ........

[Mazarita]

Hi @PeppiPatty, @outlander, @Shaz51, @Appleblossom, @eth and everyone,

On mobile at friend's place with C. Friend is watching sesame street clips on youtube. It's pouring rain though still warm after a humid day.

Just stopping by to send evening greetings. Lovely to read your messages. ox

[Shaz51]

ohhhhh my @PeppiPatty, my special friend , I need you you caan always put a smile on my face xoxo

[outlander]

Hi @PeppiPatty

im with Shaz you seem to know what to say, just to make it abit better. Its been such a rough few day (weeks, months, yr). I do know of one or 2 other young people here and thats ok but what about real life?

I do feel old. I mean im 21 and thats all good and well but I dont feel like it mentally or physically. I do honestly feel old and like life is slipping away from me.

Im glad your son Is happy and healthy and you get along well

[Appleblossom]

@outlanderI grew up far too quickly.  It puts us in a different category for people our own ages.  

If it is any consolation I have done some 

catch me ups

like salsa

or reading the funnies

or finding fratured fairy tales 

at a later age.... better late than never..... harness your energy as your ADVOCATE.

Maybe you will get times in the future to nurture your inner child.

@Mazarita

My teeth probably should have a good check

I stopped going to dentists when I bit into a minty and half a tooth came out .... not a filling

It scared me .... but

it did not hurt ... just on surface ... all white enamel ... I have to admit I was angry or manic.

@PeppiPattyBella

My son introduced me to Jordan Peterson ... he has heaps of good points ... but those 

Social Justice Warriors seem to have turned him off.

Turned me off being a Social Justice Warrior.

...just a social justice advocate ...

in a a regular laid back kinda way.

@Shaz51

@eth

[outlander]

Its so hard when you grow up quick then dont fit in anywhere or how to act and socialise with people who are your own age @Appleblossom

[Appleblossom]

The only consolation

I can give you

is

to HANG IN THERE

and remember the little duckling ends up flying with majestic beautiful swans.

In a weird way that has come to path for me 

it does not make the suffering better ... but it makes sense in a spiritual way.

I have to go 

just for now.

Sleep is a hard one .. we cant control it ... keep doing your due diligence .. ie medical research for yourself

an informed patient will always have a better outcome ... even if it takes a while to get going.

[PeppiPatty]

Dearest @outlander

Thank you for your delightful ...... positive message. 

I'm older than you, even my two sons are older than you. Do you think that you and others can do better than what I did and maybe do exersises when you may get to know yourself ? 

Just some ideas :

keeping a timetable on the fridge on what to do per day : what time ?

like :

7am: wake up

7.20am : coffee and a glass of water and two fish oil tablets 

7.25am: shower 

7.45am: breakfast, dressed : quick clean of kitchen 

OR can you think of anything ?