Struggling

[Anastasia]

That is great news @Fluttershy1 

Music is the best! 

Enjoy beautiful. I have to pick up groceries now and then cook dinner. So will check in later. ❤️

[Lee82]

I am not having the best of days today @Anastasia. just feeling pretty overwhelmed with the boys around and having to be present with them all of the time. It is very draining at the moment. I just don't have the capacity right now to be with them which in turn makes me feel extremely guilty for not being the mum they need me to be. I am so damn tired. 

[Shaz51]

What music have you got on my @Fluttershy1 

My Mr shaz has  his music up loud xx 

[Lee82]

@Fluttershy1 How you doing now hun? I see that you are listening to music. That's great to hear. What type of music are you listening to? 

[Anastasia]

I hear you @Lee82 

I think us Mums are always feeling guilty for that. I know I do. Be gentle with yourself. Remember you are the best mum for them. I think we paint the picture of the perfect life for our children. I know I did. It isn't real. Your kids love you just the way you are. I wish I could help I really do. Always here for you beautiful girl ❤️

[Lee82]

Thank you so much hun. You are so right. We do put a lot of pressure on ourselves as mums but I can't help but feel like I am letting them down and it doesn't help when my own Mum likes to point that out to me all the time. 😢

@Anastasia hope you have a relaxing night tonight hun. 

[Fluttershy1]

@Lee82 @Anastasia @Shaz51 - I'm sorry I'm sorry, I have had a really bad night things are very overwhelming, I'm safe safe safe I promise.. 

sitting here crying. Not doing well at all 

[Fluttershy1]

@Lee82 @Anastasia - I feel like I failed everything and everyone today. It's been not a great day. I keep putting the everything is okay mask.... 

sitting here crying fighting SH urges 

I'm safe 

@Former-Member 

[PrincessLettuce]

Hi @Fluttershy1 

Thanks for letting us know that you're safe. 

Are there any distraction techniques your can use these evening to help you get through?

[Anastasia]

Promise you haven't failed @Fluttershy1 

@PrincessLettuce is right, distraction techniques hun. I'm sorry today's has been awful. Tomorrow is a new day. Grab your blanket hun, I know that will help. Hugging you tight, you've got this xx