BUBBLES WORLD :)

[Bubbles3]

its so dark

im so alone

depression is catching up

kelly is coming in

ill let her in

shes nice

tiring but nice

what do i do 

with this darkness

the pain that come with it

kelly should help me

with that

but shes not

she needs to help me

what else am i going to do

i dont want mark coming back

i hate him

i just want to get out of this darkness

i want to feel light 

and free

free from this world

free from the pain

please help me kelly

please take it away

[CheerBear]

Hi @Bubbles3. I've been reading along and can see bubbles world looks it might be a pretty dark place tonight. I hope it helps to hide away for a little while, sometimes hiding helps me feel better too. I'll look forward to seeing you back when you come back though.

[CheerBear]

Great to see you back @Bubbles3 and also great to hear you're feeling a bit better ☺ Seeing a friend and having a shower sound like great ways of helping yourself get up and out of what seemed to be becoming a bit of a dark place for you. Well done 😊

[CheerBear]

Good night @Bubbles3 🙂 Hope you sleep well tonight

[Former-Member]

Good Morning @Bubbles3 

Thank-you for tagging me 🙂 Your World seems a little like night and day, it feels very real. It goes from Teddy Bears and chocolates, the beach, down beautiful roads carpeted with pink flowers {I really loved the photo with the 3 Eagles!}; to the dark of night - did you draw the picture of 2 people hugging, 1 with a damaged head, my goodness that picture spoke volumes to me!! and did you write the poems - stark, raw and open, telling nothing but the truth . . . real emotions; extremely well written!

This is a very good thread, I hope you find it's a safe-haven for you, I have found this forum the only place where I can speak the truth of how I feel and express it and where I can have a 'hissy fit' and not get rejected.

Hope you have a reason to smile today 🙂

Niqua

[Bubbles3]

morning @Former-Member

thankyou. yes i drew that pic. it says so for me. it tells it how it is. it a very deep drawing. 

how are you this morning

[Former-Member]

Hello @Bubbles3 🙂

I'm ok Thank-you and hope you are too 🙂

I thought I'd put this pic in the garden, every time I look up at the stars, I think of everyone else looking up at the stars at the same time - it feels like some sort of connection 🙂

[Bubbles3]

it hasnt come up yet but ill look at it when it does. thanks @Former-Member

[Bubbles3]

well the kids are outside full of beans

me.....well....... im in pain.

cant handle the kids at the moment

there a bit to loud and full on

im just waiting for the pain to go away

it feel like it take for ever

iv got thing that i should be doing today but i dont really want do anything. 

which means hubby will get pissed of with me.

have rent inspection tomorrow

so i do feel bad

for now.........ill just try to stay calm and have my coffees and ciggies 

[Bubbles3]