My Story and where to from here.. (very personal)

[MDT]

Hey @Shaz51 thanks my friend 🙂 glad to hear it
Yeh I got sunburnt lol @utopia

[MDT]

@Zoe7
You are right. Chilling out now

[utopia]

Ouch @MDT. Look after your skin. 

Lol.  I got sunburnt badly,  last week. 

[soul]

I can tell you @MDT that you have made valuable contributions to the forum. I admire your perseverance and ability to evolve through the various decisions and directions your path is turning. You have an incredible intellect and I am uplifted by the various video clips of people talking and the wide range of music which you share. You have given me food for thought with the insightful quotes and your own insights have caused me to ponder my thoughts and actions.

So - no need to feel guilty. If it's validation that you need - you'll find it here but also dig deep within yourself.

[MDT]

yeh it sucks lol @utopia
though this morning I'm not looking like a tomato at least

[MDT]

oh wow @soul 🙂 that's awesome to hear !

Glad you find the music and the info is helping in a way.

Yeah I think I just get unsure and insecure at times and this is what it was? That seems to be happening a good deal of late.

Either way though thanks for the message.

I think it is slowly beginning to sink in - that things will be alright so long as I keep on doing what I am doing.

much planned today?

[utopia]

Lol @MDT

[MDT]

Pool is inviting though @utopia
Maybe I should lather up sun cream just for a 5 Min dip lol

[MDT]

I'm seriously considering the hospital right now.....

[MDT]

Just feels like all the progress is meaningless and that I've undone what little has been made.
Too much darkness and sadness.
I was just sitting there thinking about how I might just end it all and be done with it. Peaceful and quiet. Finally....