Thank you @NightFury
it has been a surprising journey. I have done a lot of shadow work and let go most of my people pleasing ways.
@Dreamy
@tyme aaah! That one. Hmmm yes. She is still tricky. She is in a secular music group, although we do play religious music, it is not from her religion and not for a service. I appreciate you remembering. I will probably see her on the weekend. I am in 3 instrumental music groups and 2 choirs plus am an organist, plus some zooms in mental health space, so very busy. My life now looks very different from 2 years ago. I even have informal friendships and no longer totally reliant on NDIS supports, though grateful, as I doubt I would be here without… the good support. It is weird as I do have leadership and a range of skills, so honest civic participation means I should not be shrunken to a nodding obedient child. Maybe it’s like I have become cheeky and chatty, and leading more with my mouth. It actually helps to be social in a few areas, so that can be more my conversation, rather than freaking out normies with all my various mentions of mental health stuff. Learning delicate art of what to share….
