Battles

[Dreamy]

@MissinTooth oh sweet it sounds like a full on day for you. I can understand your feelings after the call but please try to be gentle with yourself, you don't have to decide anything right now. It's ok to take time to think about this but for tonight I think curling up in bed and trying to get a good night's sleep might be the best thing. Sending you gentle hugs sweet ❤️.

Me, well yeah I'm just plodding along the best I can. 

[MissinTooth]

Things are really tough right now @Dreamy and I'm struggling with depression-like symptoms. I'm so exhausted. So, I agree. I think I need to listen to what I need right now and that's an early night and some rest. 

Thank you for continuing to check in on me, I appreciate it...a great deal. 

I might not have a lot of words at the moment, but I'm here for you. 

[Dreamy]

@MissinTooth i hear you. I've been very much the same lately and I've been doing my best to listen to my body and what it needs at the time. I know it's hard especially when there's work or other commitments but it's important that when you do have that time to yourself that you do what you can to take care of yourself. I really hope you can get a good sleep and wake up feeling refreshed tomorrow, know that we are always here for you ❤️.

I struggle to find words at time, but even just a few simple words can mean so much. Knowing that you are here for me means alot too, so thankyou sweet ❤️

[Dreamy]

Hello @rav3n, how are you going? 

[rav3n]

hi @Dreamy! how are you going?

it's been a busy day for me, been working behind the scenes with the newsletter stuff. i'm just about to join the friday coffee chat and have a cuppa there, feel free to join me 😊 

[Dreamy]

@rav3n feeling a bit overwhelmed today but hanging in there the best I can. 

Think I shall make myself a cold Milo 😊

[Dreamy]

Stuck with intrusive thoughts so this is my way of getting them out (Don't worry I'm safe). 

TW: SI

Content/trigger warning

As I lay here trying to sleep, I think of all the things I've done. The thoughts they then start to creep, things start to come undone. 

If you could see me now and see the tears, you'd know that I've fought so hard. But this is where I meet my fears and so now i let down my guard.

Please don't feel bad for me, for I was not worth being saved. The world just could not see, that it was just connection that I craved.

The thoughts are taking over again, I can't fight this feeling no more. I'm ready to end the pain, from now on I won't hurt anymore. 

Here right now I say to thee, it's time to let me go. Could I have ever been free, I guess now we'll never know!

[MissinTooth]

@Dreamy checking in on you, my friend.