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15-09-2018 06:58 PM
15-09-2018 06:58 PM
Confused...*suicide/self-harm talk*
Hi, I am wondering if anyone else has had this experience. I am functioning like there's nothing wrong with me, I feel ok, smile, sing, dance, clean, etc, but I also want to suicide and self-harm too. Part of me is, 'nah, it's not going to happen', and part of me is 'do it now'. I really feel ok and I really feel suicidal/self-harming at the same time. I kind of feel anger at myself and last session with my therapist I got angry about my weight. Maybe I am trying to punish myself. It's all kind of funny, as in ha ha and as in strange.
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15-09-2018 07:11 PM
15-09-2018 07:11 PM
Re: Confused...*suicide/self-harm talk*
@Lemonjuice Hi Lemonjuice no it is not strange. I have a plan worked out in my head and all I need is that trigger and then bam so to speak. Otherwise I am functioning okish and people in my close circle of family would not have a clue only my pdoc and psych know. I just keep promising them I wont do anything and I probably won't but you know it is always there.
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15-09-2018 07:17 PM
15-09-2018 07:17 PM
Re: Confused...*suicide/self-harm talk*
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15-09-2018 07:29 PM
15-09-2018 07:29 PM
Re: Confused...*suicide/self-harm talk*
@Lemonjuice Haha! I know exactly what you mean I have mine organized in my head for the future lol but hey that could change. I wonder if the mods will get cross with us .... anyways you are not weird or strange there are many of us (I am sure) out there with such ideas.
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18-09-2018 04:20 PM
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