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[BlueBay]

Thsnkyou @Former-Member thsts so nice. I only wish I could believe it. 

@Lauz@s-jay

its too hard. I csnt think. Can’t comprehend how on earth are we going to psy these bills. To me it’s huge. 

Crying isn’t helping. My scared thoughts are around my mind at the moment. 

I just don’t kniw what to do. We hsvr cut back as much as we really can. We don’t enjoy ourselves. We have no money to enjoy ourselves. 

Its sll my fault. I’m guilty. If I was well mentally I could wirk more and contribute more - but I can’t. Makes me feel sh..t

[BlueBay]

I am angry. I sm emotional. I sm guilty. I sm hopeless and helpless. I sm thinking of all the things they have gone wrong. 

I hate this life. Worse ever. My life sucks. Wish I could just die. 

[BlueBay]

It doesn’t matter anymore. Don’t worry. I’m going 

it teally is no point snymire 

sll my life I’ve tried to ”be good” for everyone snd do the “right thing” by my parents 

always wznting their approval 

well it’s late I don’t need their approval 

so stressed and upset snd emotional 😭 

[Zoe7]

You don't need your parents approval @BlueBay - you are a grown women with a family of your own and a beautiful grandaughter that loves you - hold onto that Hon 

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7

I know I don’t need their approval. I’m an adult. Don’t know why I write thst. Not thinking. Too much on my mind 

[Zoe7]

You are writing what you are feeling and that is okay @BlueBay Try to be a little easier on yourself - you have so much to take in at the moment and none of that is easy but you will find a way through it all BB - as hard as that is to recognise right now when you are so emotionally drained - it is possible Hon.

[Shaz51]

sending you tender knowing hugs my sister @BlueBay

Mr shaz hates centrelink too and does not want to go there again xxxx

[BlueBay]

Thsnkyiu @Shaz51 ❤️❤️

I wish I could just get a break   

Ut doesn’t matter there are people on here worse than me. I shouldn’t rant anymore. I’m sorry. 

I should just stop. I feel I being judged and am paranoid. Really bad. 

I’m sorry sis @Shaz51 XX 

I hope you, mr shaz snd your mum are all ok. Xxxx

[Shaz51]

My darling sister @BlueBay, you are not being judged my sister , keep talking to me my sister , keep talking , I am here sitting with you holding your hand xoxoxoxo

[BlueBay]

@Shaz51 I think I’ll go to bed. I’m exhausted after today’s emotional day. I will chat with you tomorrow. Sleep well sis. Xxx